I have this thing in me it is aching so so badly right now for this sweet child and his parents. I read Mindy's Post last night and still am crying today. The post is called The eleventh Hour. Ben has had a severe decline over the weekend and as most of you know I have stayed with this story since I first learned of it. What most of you dont know I almost lost my son when he was 6 days old he is also 4yrs old pic on left (ben just turned 5). I cant say I know what Mindy is going through but I can say I prayed that god just take me when I was in my circumstance. At 6 days old my son started seizing and turning purple when he would seize. We are very rural so we rushed him by car to childrens hospital I was just 6 days post op as well and emotional hormones are crazy after having a baby. He was on my lap at childrens and he had a seizure so bad they took him away and I could here all the ER staff talking they had to use soooo many meds on my 6lb son to stop the seizures that the next time I saw my sweet boy he was basically comatose and on a gourney with all the meds he had been given written on it and it was alot. It turned out it was low calcium which can happen with any baby but its very rare. I got so lucky that my son made it and he is healthy and on no meds. I guess that is why this story really effects me I have no idea where she gets her courage must be her faith. I am not sure I could have her strength. If you too would like to go blue for Ben there are some pics you can right click below and save then go to profile pic and select change pic and upload them on facebook. The reason for the blue is that is how they identified hom from his twin. Mindy is also 5 months pregnant this has to be so hard. I wish there was more we could do. I pray that the pain stops soon.